New Look. New Experience.

I have FINALLY changed my blog template after using the same old Blogspot Template for more than a year. I'm not good in doing the designing stuffs and yet I'm trying my best. I find it quite easy actually. And yes, this is what I want- A simple, not sophisticated blog template.

Do give comments on my new layout. No more the dull and dark background already huh?

Gotta go pack my stuffs for my Penang backpacking trip. Gonna be awesome I guess. See ya!!

A short post before my Penang Trip

This is gonna be a very short post.

I'm not going to stay in the same room- D-4-12-4 anymore next semester. The main reason is that, I'm suspecting my room is "dirty". Instead of staying in this uncomfortable place, I'm going to move to first floor illegally to stay with my junior.

I just can't imagine myself sleeping with my room door opened, and pray every night before I sleep, and also putting my wallet opened beside me(it contains "Guang Ying")...It's just too torturing if I were to do these things throughout the semester.

By the way, it's the last room of my house, last hostel, situated at the last block. So what do you think?

Bye bye, I'm off to Penang tomorrow. And, will update you with my Penang trip damn soon.

Quite a late post

I have been thinking to share my first attempt on doing photoshop, but I don't know, I just couldn't find out a proper time to post this up (actually I have published this in Facebook). Before that, I didn't have interest or even any ideas on this photoshop thing. I was just doing for my "Information Technology and its Applications" coarse that I took during this semester.

It was rather fun and I promise, during my semester holiday, I will get into photoshop deeper. Now I'm just a beginner, so don't laugh if you think my techniques are SUCKS.

I was told my pose was OK, but why am I smiling?? Yeaps, I don't know how to do usual expression that those male models can do. You know, the usual kinda serious and sexy expression. I don't have the qualities so this is the best that I do. I don't want people who see this photos throw up and say "this-is-so-not-teo-jun-fook". By the way, this was taken at Vivo City.

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Law Abiding Citizen- Quick Review

Countdown four days from now, Monday is the real battle between me and Prof. Elizabeth and the fellow Hematology lecturers. I think I'm far away behind from my coursemates because I sneaked out and joined the NTY to Midvalley for "Law Abiding Citizen" last night while everyone started doing their revisions already. Shit, I'm way too kiasu I guess?? wahaha.

Oh my Gosh, it was a real good movie. 4.5 stars out of 5 stars. Honestly I heard quite a number of comments from my friends that this is a shameless and stupid movie, there should be laws against this kinda movie. But personally I think that Gerald Butler rocks!!! Not because of the actions and ridiculous car explosion, and it's definitely not an Oscar type of movie, but it's way cooler as it's not looking for anyone's approval.

A quick review from me- you won't like yourself for liking this movie, but you probably will like it. It's worthwhile spending watching it!!!

THEY ARE PRETTY- Don't you think so???

I was so into Amber Chia, a Malaysian Model previously, thinking that she is such an awesome lady who can't take my eyes off her. She has the pouty lips that are not found in typical Malaysian Chinese and yeah, during my first encounter with her, she was so friendly that she doesn't look like she's the first Asian Model to win a top, global professional modeling contest held by GUESS.

Now, I'm obsessed with an actor and also a fashion icon right now- Joanne Peh from Singapore. (slowly forgotten about Amber Chia) She won the tittle Miss Elegant and Miss Personality in Miss Singapore University 2002, after that, she was talent spotted and she played a role as mentally unstable lady in "The Little Nyonya".

Get this pic from Joanne Peh's blog. If you don't know who is Joanne Peh, you also won't say the lady in orange is Joanne Peh right? If you do, go and see psychiatrist. And, I will definitely SLAP you and ask,"WTF are you thinking about??"

It's quite sad and disappointing that when I told my friend these two ladies are pretty, then they will go "Yucks, pretty meh??" or "You have weird taste!" Sigh, now I start questioning myself, am I really that bad in judging people's outlook?

外婆走了

我不舍得.

一个人关在房间里, 突然间, 有一股想立刻收拾行李, 买机票回家的冲动. 刚刚和朋友在外面吃饭时, 接到姐姐的电话, 就知道有不祥的事情发生. 姐姐叫我要有心里准备接受这个坏消息, 然后就告诉我, 外婆走了. 她问我可不可以回家, 我真的好想回家见外婆最后一面, 但是接二连三的年终大考, 回家根本是不可能的事.

去年, 我自己一个人, 出席婆婆的丧礼. 那时, 爸爸妈妈在中国, 而姐姐在大学回不来. 去年的这时间, 婆婆去世了, 而今年, 却是外婆. 为什么人的生命如此脆弱? 为什么人说走就走? 为什么人的生命如此短暂?

去年, 在婆婆的丧礼, 我体会了痛失亲人的感觉. 今年, 又是如此, 遗憾的, 我无法回去见外婆最后一面. 此外, 我想, 爸爸, 妈妈和姐姐都很失落吧? 还有, 外公, 应该也很痛心吧? 大家应该都是以泪洗面, 非常失落吧?

和婆婆比起来, 我和外婆的关系还算不错. 妈妈一直都告诉过我, 外婆其实也很疼我. 外婆的身体一直都不好, 患有甜尿病, 但是请了印尼女佣照顾她的饮食, 一切都受控制. 爸爸告诉我, 昨天外婆呼吸困难, 被送进医院. 医生说她心脏受细菌感染, 今早去世了.

好伤心. 妈妈叫我不准哭, 但是我却无法忍受. 我希望外婆能走得安祥, 或许, 对她来说是一种的解脱, 所以走了. 生死离别是人生的一段过程, 活着的人,须珍惜生命, 珍惜身边所有的人, 因为一失去的, 就不会再回来.

My grandma just passed away this morning. I felt helpless and sad as I couldn't rush back to Kuching to see her for the very last time due to my final exam which falls on this Monday. I hope grandma will rest in peace and I start missing everything back home. I wish to be with my family right now.

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Exam mood

It's seven in the morning.

My brain, specifically my frontal lobe of cerebrum (applying my knowledge of Anatomy) was working so hard to switch from memorizing IT to Anatomy as I just had my IT last night and now I am going to have Anatomy an hour later.

It's raining outside. It's the best time hiding under my blanket and hugging my pillow. Yes, I can do this later, but with no rain, as the rain most probably stops later.

My heart is calling. Calling me. Calling me to stop.

I'm wondering.
Should I listen to my heart?

The rain answered my call. I shall get back to SLEEP.